♥WANNA BITCH?
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yanny; super eighteen; blissfully attached with Ajun aka mentel
i keep my blog update whenever i can, i rant all about my life and bow down on fashionistars! i absolutely love my life. only mentel knows how clumsy, crazy, moody, stupid i am. so, i appreciate all you people who have read my blog. thank you very much. if possible do tag before you leave, but hate tagger pleaseeeeeeeee -.-"
yanny
i wish to have this together with mentel.
Sunday, June 29, 2008
wee. long time never update.
FRIDAY-
i went batam with family to see my new born cousin. It was a babygirl. her name was Nur Hikman Salsabila. i wish i could upload the video and the pictures i snapped. but too bad uh. i cant cos i changed my hp to samsung. as my nokia buttons wasnt fuctional. okay then i shopped. i took for faris 2 shirt and kak wanie 1 polo shirt. naz 1 shirt and also 1 polo shirt for myself. so then we went back to singapore.
SATURDAY-
i went out to meet naz at bedok. near cassie's house. as we he had an invitation so i followed. then we went sembawang. then went home. sanchez's(dj sanchez, kinda famous underground dj. i heard most girls are crazy for him.) uncle sent us home. oh oh! i slept naz's house. lol!
SUNDAY-
naz went to work and he left me with his family in the house. so then, the mom cook potato ball. sedap! got meat and all. then naz reach home fetch me. we took taxi to amk with ipan. then naz received a burberry shirt from ipan. cool oi! lawa. haa. then he send me to the bustop. so i went home. did i tell you my mama was making me jealous. she called me and said that shes riding the singapore flyer. -.-" tomorrow never die lah mama, naz can bring me there. right naz?
so im done. bye!
9:53 PM
rant by yanny ♥
Thursday, June 26, 2008
thanks uh elizabeth. grr!
1)How many children do you want?
as many as possible. lol!
2)Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket?
uhh. heaven can? no lah.. uh..? england maybe.
3)Whats your favourite thing to do?
eat and sleep! pig!
4)Do you think money can buy happiness?
no.
5)If you're given a chance to revive something back, what would it be?
i never come to think about it before.
6)Have you ever been regretted in life?
haha. yes!
7)What are you afraid to lose?
my boyfriend.
8)If you win one million, what would you do?
shop/club/drink till i drop. wooot!
9)What do you dream of doing in the future?
a wonderful/lazy housewife.
10)List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
crazy, gila and doink2.
11)What makes you happy?
when bf pamper me. LOL!
12)What type of person do you hate most?
LYZA! FOR GIVING ME THE TASK ON DOING THIS! haa!
13)If you could have a superpower,what would it be?
something like wonderwoman has.
14)Which season do you like?
winter. cool sensation.
15)What do you think it is the most important in your life ?
my bf and family and the girls!
16)If it's the end of the world ,what will be your last wish?
buang dosa² aku.
17)If you have a chance to choose, would you like to go back in time?
hmph! i would like to be in the kindergarten days.
18)What is the ONE thing you want it badly NOW ?
i want bf not to work but to come here and have a great time with me.
19)What is your favourite person on earth?
my bf, sister.
20) Describe this person who tagged you.
lyza. my doink uh. she's just a crazy young woman that knows how to party and make people envy her life. like me. hahahhaha!
*Instructions:remove 1 question from above and add in your personal question ,make it a total of 20 questions then tag 8 pple in your list, list them out at the end of this post.Notify he/she through their chatterbox.
FITRI, CASSIE, NADYA, LINA, EFA, SAFWANA, SURIANI.
7 only lah..
5:03 PM
rant by yanny ♥
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
9:11 PM
rant by yanny ♥
MONDAY-
i chat with shaik(my very big eye exbf) on msn right early in the morning. we played games in the messenger like tic-tac toe and rock-scissors-paper haha! he's going in ns soon. counting the date, 16 more days. LOL happy holidays erk shaik shaiful bin shaik samad.
naz came to my area at 3 plus. stupid busterd come dead late. hahaha. so i wore pretty². and it was my very first time wearing those heels(that my ex-bf bought for my last year bday) out with my current bf. haa. and so we stop at orchard and WALKED to dhoby ghaut. my very pathetic naz doesnt wants to watch at lido or cineleisure. i was really pissed lah with that fucker! seriously! and so, we continue our journey to plaza singapura.
we reached, both of us were really blurr. we dont know what to watch. this bloody babe of mine, is so very dead fickle minded. actually, i was too. then atlast, we watched.
JENG JENG JENG!
haa! cool kaper? ending dia tak betol lah. but anyway, i really really want to watch hancock. and i cant wait for transformers 2( robot in disguise.haa!) and coming hulk again. hulk and ironman, who will be defeated? LOL.
so after the show, we took a bus and went to bugis to shop. haha! atlast PEOPLE! im gonna slash 2 things from my desire list. ive got my HOODIE and pump shoes. gaga! and i bought myself bonjouis blush and my jeans. weee! eh! you know what, i really thank god to have naz who pissed me earlier not to buy my blush at john little while we were walking to plaza singapura. bcos, i went to BHG, they were actually having a 20% discount sale. selamat duit aku! i love you NAZRUL! many2. haa! so i bought him a pair of shoes that he really wanted it for 5 months ago. actually i didnt pay the full amout. but atleast i was generous enough right? hee.
so. after that, we ate at the nearest banquet. my all-time-favourite fried fish soup and he ate wantan noodle. i was really really stun! when he ate that cos he remind me of;
JENG JENG JENG!
yes! my all time enemy now! MUHD LUQMAN HAKIM! grr. ohh anyway, moving on... at night he followed me home. then i went out to sleepover to his house.
TUESDAY-
continue by sleeping over to his house. we watched CONGKAK! lah.. not scary, just shocking most of the time. I SHOUT MANY TIMES LAHH!
after wacthing. our bedtime. seriously, i cannot really sleep. i was sleeping on the floor actually. haa! so right at around 5-6. i woke naz up and said, " b, i cannot sleep". so, naz ask me to sleep on the bed, and he put a pillow for my head and i also took his bloody bantal dead busok for my bantal pelok. haa! and he was really kind enough to let me have the whole fan for myself. aww, what could i ever ask for more? he tap-tap me like a baby. he slept right below me. okay dah aku taknak membuang waktu ckp bnyk tentang dia. nanti dia S.S. haa. and so i slept.
the very morning, he woke me up like a wrestling says. "1, 2, 3". on his count of 3, i bangun already. haa! pantart. so early in the morning we had funtime. then we clean up the house. hee! first time i see my babe clean up sioll! selalunya pemalas nak mampos! so i help to broomed up the house. as usual me. so he clean his room, wipe the fan and all lah..
then i bathe and went to ntuc. bought some stuff. then reached got back to naz's house. then cooked my sausages AND WATCHED NARNIA 2. haa! nice to watch. more fight².
then i slept after watching. after that watched anugerah band. then he sent me home. i couldnt sleep. so he teman me for a while on the phone.
and later i update more as this updates its for the 2 days ago. (:
8:07 AM
rant by yanny ♥
Monday, June 23, 2008
for the past 3 days ive been rotten at home. oh seriously, its dead bored. i ve been eating apples, buns and drinking hot soya to energize myself.
so here i am again typing stupid things out. like this;
rhvwioeavmuoisa uwivgoputu auapjkfsh kdf hfhwi hfihfwiujskadhfg igf shag oghre hvherh.
phew! that was hard. hehhe! oh i miss bf! okay lah bye!
12:29 AM
rant by yanny ♥
Sunday, June 22, 2008
yesterday i watched the HANNA MONTANA CONCERT IN 3D. lol! i did used the 3D glasses. yes, i saw something pop up also. cute know!
anyway, at night babe when to boat quay without me knowing. sickening brat. so i spent my entire time talking to fitri. we talk about our bfs. it last till 71 mins as bf call me. sorry fitri. love you.
SO NOW! bye!
3:39 PM
rant by yanny ♥
Friday, June 20, 2008
10:47 PM
rant by yanny ♥
we were really-really tired.
haha! TWL? no way!
that boy belongs to me!!
6:44 PM
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Wednesday, June 18, 2008
ive been very happy this days yeah! only for 2 days lah. so today is my day off meeting bf. met him 2 days already whatt. so its time for him to be with friends and i rot at home lah. i miss my computer. huhu!
anyway, yeah. last sunday we quarreled. the fact is my boyfriend is a gangster. i should not elaborate where he's from or what. i mean, to me its kinda waste of time lah. but when come to goods okay. not a problem, but bruise here and there is so much pain kan. poor babe. never mind, it s his way of life. i cant stop him. i did try lah, but its gonna be hard for him. ada dia kene yakdursh ngan kawan-kawan dia. tak ke mangkok tuh aku.
so we had an agreement blablabla. serious shit, we were like about to break up but atlast something that he spoke makes me go wahhh. not his apology lah. most girls tend to go wahhhhhh when their bf say sorry. NOT FOR ME! everytime my bf says sorry i surely reply this; SORRY, SORRY! later do again, for what say sorry then. LOL!
so words always affect on him. all his friends will go 'takot nonok' and his family been annoying him about me. he told me that if he can patience on what people said about us why cant i. terdiam sekejap aku. then i apologize lah kan. sayang jugak kau kat aku yer bang?
so yesterday i smsed this while he was sleeping;
hey. i cannot sleep lah. anyway, just wanna tell you this. i dont want people's words affects on our relationship. its our love, our world. not theirs. they can keep on commenting. sure enough, its because of what you are that makes me con cern & worry every moment you're not around me. only stupid bitch will ignore whatever the boyfriend does. like ive said before, YOU MEAN THE WHOLE TO ME. thats makes you my 2nd priority. :) im not sweet ok, im just stating my point. love you.
so i want to update my wishlist. hahaha. these items surely i cannot get punyer.
sony vaio.
nintendo ds
gilera
5:30 PM
rant by yanny ♥
Sunday, June 15, 2008
so i slept for like 12 hours. woke up no one's at home. no food. no missed calls and messages. nothing! gosh, today i feel suck up. babe's working in woodlands today. yeah! probably he's not coming. and i bet he's gonna lepak with his friends. lepak with kawan can, me cannot. grr!
stupid bf. i hate whenever misunderstanding happens. you console but never do what you promise. bodoh betol lah!
dahlah. im blank. happy birthday to ibu. bye!
5:26 PM
rant by yanny ♥
Saturday, June 14, 2008
and so. saturday is a boring day for me. as always. no plans. babe is at home. sleeping all day long. i was supposed to be in granny's house. but lazy to go there. -.-"
to make my update special, im gonna tell you who i love the most and why.
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nur hazwani & md yusri
the sister and her lover
they always made me feel so special.
they supports me whenever im down with nothing.
cassandra marie santa maria
aka cassie.
the sweetest girl. the one who brings me joy
whenever i need someone.
no more pressure arh cassie.
nur'nadia binte amran
aka naddie/nadd.
the girl who i always calls her rabbit.
she always give me hopes on my life.
another girl, dont pressure here and there.
noratiqah binte alias
aka ikka j.
there crazy woman can let you laugh even with her lamest joke.
she will not show of tell you when she's pressure.
she brighten my days somehow.(:
raja syabaniah
aka niah.
my bitch. been missing-in-action from my life.
i miss my evil twin.
call me soon.
8:01 PM
rant by yanny ♥
at 1++ in the morning, babe messaged me. i was shocked when i received a message from him! he rarely contact me once he's outside. unless i borrowed my hp to him. no more borrowing, my bill bomb meletop already. lol! and so.. i slept at around 2am.
then i woke up at 5.42am FOR NO REASONS. i cant sleep back, so i msged my babe. good thing he's awake and accompanied me or should i say i accompanied him while he was walking back home from sharil's house in punggol. lol! at 7 ++ babe says he was sleepy. so i let him sleep.
i was planning to get white theme for hari raya. ohhhh! so cant wait to celebrate. i cant wait for puasa also, i wish to work at the bazaar. hopefully. still long wait to go yaw!!
see atleast now i updates something then nothing. later some people scold me for not updating shits and blablabla~!
okay lah. i love boyfriend and my chickas !! have a good day ahead.
8:20 AM
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Friday, June 13, 2008
so here i am again. seating down brainstorming on what to type on my pretty star blog. *hehs*
i went to granny's house. i was really sleepy thanks to the stupid pills i took yesterday. it really works. but i got hanged of it. oh great! now the hangover is gone. grr! i need my sleep as mom told me that my eyes are like panda. haha! makeup can conceal it. yalah. thanks to bf, and Misteri jam 12. make me sleep late. or not forgetting the psp. keep on calling me to play. lol. continue on my day in granny's house, my aunt and my small cousin came. i spent my time watching tv. at night, dad took us home.
i miss bf. he's meeting his friends in yishun. just hoping he's okay. not gonna distract him while he's having fun. shall meet him on monday then. because SURELY he got something on saturday and sunday. its okay. i'll try to deal with my *missing-the-bf*.
untill then. good night. (:
11:38 PM
rant by yanny ♥
i came over to babe's house. on the way there, i met my senior in the bus. kak suriani. then later later met my FIL(FATHER-IN-LAW). so i went to babe's house. then i cooked for him his favourite nasi goreng tomyam and cheese hot dogs. while eating we watched CARS on disney channel. we had funtime.
then babe sent me home. met mama under my block. asked me to carry those apples, but i passed to babe's hands as its too heavy. lol! macho man lah tuh..
we loitered under block 133. we drank slurpee. and took pictures.
huge difference of height. first time got a damn tall bf.
ter-shake siket.
Presenting my most retarded boyfriend. ((:
4:20 PM
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Thursday, June 12, 2008
i met babe just now. so we sort things out. blablabla we had fun.
so i love bf. im going to school later. urgh fuck! lazy siols. then going over to babe's house and cook for him. lazybump basterd know this fella. haha. very cheeky one this bf of mine.
okay lah people. i got nothing to say no more. ill update soon. bye!!
3:31 AM
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Wednesday, June 11, 2008
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Tuesday, June 10, 2008
i miss babe badly already.
so yesterday, i went to meet baby in his area. very angry went he so late to fetch me from the bus stop. atlast he fetch me from the zebra crossing. he wanted to hug me all. but i avoid him every single time. but atlast, i gave him face so i hugged and kissed him. haha! he was like tahu pon takot. whatever lah kan. so then he friends came by saying got hal. HALAL betol! i really hate whenever i want to spend time with him, there come he's friends to distract us. semak samun!
night we had fun time then he sent me home. then we talked on the phone till 6. lol.
OH GOD! please please please lead him to my house by 7 plus.
imybf.
6:12 PM
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Sunday, June 08, 2008
CURRENTLY;
He's the pain in the ass!
3:17 PM
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Saturday, June 07, 2008
6:15 PM
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Friday, June 06, 2008
ive been sleeping with babe for 2 nights. so happy. lol!
so something happened. we both look so lovely together for the past days. without pengacau.
im in love with him many-many. only when we meet, everything is okay. when never meet. on the phone always not okay. hahah. okay bye. lazy to elaborate.
3:55 PM
rant by yanny ♥
Sunday, June 01, 2008
first of all. thanks to the stage clans.
im sick of worrying on silly things. im sick of crying. im sick of being kind that i dont even feel that you appreciate it at all. im sick of being nice to you. im sick of everything! all thanks to you. you're just making it worse than ever. im sorry i dont think we can make it. i dont think that you need me neither.
my only wish was that you could proof to me whats real love. if you think that love is really blind, yeah! i know. it blinds me that i am always spending more time to you rather than myself. what naddia told me was right, there's no point of crying if you cant even make a move. i dont even know why im still holding on our relationship. i dont know, i really dont know. because of love that blinds me all your bad deeds that youve done previous times. i hate that i have to love you so. im sorry.
i cant believe that you feel the way im feeling too. you said its okay if we be friends as both of us couldnt get along. but after that you denied, you still need me. im sorry.
but seriously, i was really thankful that you slightly change for goooood. you did learn your mistakes. even though youre one MR FORGETFUL. i still love you though. maybe both of us are still in the early stage. we still need more time to know about each other. it takes time to build a bridge yaw.
anyway darling, Happy 5 monthsary. i love you so much.
12:53 AM
rant by yanny ♥
i keep my blog update whenever i can, i rant all about my life and bow down on fashionistars! i absolutely love my life. only mentel knows how clumsy, crazy, moody, stupid i am. so, i appreciate all you people who have read my blog. thank you very much. if possible do tag before you leave, but hate tagger pleaseeeeeeeee -.-"
yanny
i wish to have this together with mentel.
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FRIDAY-
i went batam with family to see my new born cousin. It was a babygirl. her name was Nur Hikman Salsabila. i wish i could upload the video and the pictures i snapped. but too bad uh. i cant cos i changed my hp to samsung. as my nokia buttons wasnt fuctional. okay then i shopped. i took for faris 2 shirt and kak wanie 1 polo shirt. naz 1 shirt and also 1 polo shirt for myself. so then we went back to singapore.
SATURDAY-
i went out to meet naz at bedok. near cassie's house. as we he had an invitation so i followed. then we went sembawang. then went home. sanchez's(dj sanchez, kinda famous underground dj. i heard most girls are crazy for him.) uncle sent us home. oh oh! i slept naz's house. lol!
SUNDAY-
naz went to work and he left me with his family in the house. so then, the mom cook potato ball. sedap! got meat and all. then naz reach home fetch me. we took taxi to amk with ipan. then naz received a burberry shirt from ipan. cool oi! lawa. haa. then he send me to the bustop. so i went home. did i tell you my mama was making me jealous. she called me and said that shes riding the singapore flyer. -.-" tomorrow never die lah mama, naz can bring me there. right naz?
so im done. bye!
9:53 PM
1)How many children do you want?
as many as possible. lol!
2)Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket?
uhh. heaven can? no lah.. uh..? england maybe.
3)Whats your favourite thing to do?
eat and sleep! pig!
4)Do you think money can buy happiness?
no.
5)If you're given a chance to revive something back, what would it be?
i never come to think about it before.
6)Have you ever been regretted in life?
haha. yes!
7)What are you afraid to lose?
my boyfriend.
8)If you win one million, what would you do?
shop/club/drink till i drop. wooot!
9)What do you dream of doing in the future?
a wonderful/lazy housewife.
10)List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
crazy, gila and doink2.
11)What makes you happy?
when bf pamper me. LOL!
12)What type of person do you hate most?
LYZA! FOR GIVING ME THE TASK ON DOING THIS! haa!
13)If you could have a superpower,what would it be?
something like wonderwoman has.
14)Which season do you like?
winter. cool sensation.
15)What do you think it is the most important in your life ?
my bf and family and the girls!
16)If it's the end of the world ,what will be your last wish?
buang dosa² aku.
17)If you have a chance to choose, would you like to go back in time?
hmph! i would like to be in the kindergarten days.
18)What is the ONE thing you want it badly NOW ?
i want bf not to work but to come here and have a great time with me.
19)What is your favourite person on earth?
my bf, sister.
20) Describe this person who tagged you.
lyza. my doink uh. she's just a crazy young woman that knows how to party and make people envy her life. like me. hahahhaha!
*Instructions:remove 1 question from above and add in your personal question ,make it a total of 20 questions then tag 8 pple in your list, list them out at the end of this post.Notify he/she through their chatterbox.
FITRI, CASSIE, NADYA, LINA, EFA, SAFWANA, SURIANI.
7 only lah..
5:03 PM
presenting my very cute banglah bf. the midnight construction worker. haha bodoh peh giler babi!.
i clean up my roon and haa. at last my bed side is clean. sweet! i was really jealous blog hopping, reading people's love life. like these couples i read. paula&matin, niny&farhan, emy&ina, fitri&iz, ana&izwan, titi&khai and lots more. seriously jealous lah, they wer like the perfect match. i just wish i was like their realtionship. sadly, i dont get. but im just thanksful to have a bf like nazrul lah. okay, i still dont want to puji that boy. later he S.S.
i clean up my roon and haa. at last my bed side is clean. sweet! i was really jealous blog hopping, reading people's love life. like these couples i read. paula&matin, niny&farhan, emy&ina, fitri&iz, ana&izwan, titi&khai and lots more. seriously jealous lah, they wer like the perfect match. i just wish i was like their realtionship. sadly, i dont get. but im just thanksful to have a bf like nazrul lah. okay, i still dont want to puji that boy. later he S.S.
my dear sister. i love you and i know youve been with abg harry since i was in primary school till now. you shouldnt been staying with ibu anymore kak. you must meet me and we can bitch like we used too. i miss you so much. i love you too. do take good car of urself. every relationship have the ups and downs, so i hope you still strong to face all obstacles on yours. dont forget, you always have this to people to help you through your life;
your darling sister, your step macho brother and your lil princess.
your darling sister, your step macho brother and your lil princess.
hee. i miss my bf. okay im done lah .. bye.
9:11 PM
MONDAY-
i chat with shaik(my very big eye exbf) on msn right early in the morning. we played games in the messenger like tic-tac toe and rock-scissors-paper haha! he's going in ns soon. counting the date, 16 more days. LOL happy holidays erk shaik shaiful bin shaik samad.
naz came to my area at 3 plus. stupid busterd come dead late. hahaha. so i wore pretty². and it was my very first time wearing those heels(that my ex-bf bought for my last year bday) out with my current bf. haa. and so we stop at orchard and WALKED to dhoby ghaut. my very pathetic naz doesnt wants to watch at lido or cineleisure. i was really pissed lah with that fucker! seriously! and so, we continue our journey to plaza singapura.
we reached, both of us were really blurr. we dont know what to watch. this bloody babe of mine, is so very dead fickle minded. actually, i was too. then atlast, we watched.
JENG JENG JENG!
haa! cool kaper? ending dia tak betol lah. but anyway, i really really want to watch hancock. and i cant wait for transformers 2( robot in disguise.haa!) and coming hulk again. hulk and ironman, who will be defeated? LOL.
so after the show, we took a bus and went to bugis to shop. haha! atlast PEOPLE! im gonna slash 2 things from my desire list. ive got my HOODIE and pump shoes. gaga! and i bought myself bonjouis blush and my jeans. weee! eh! you know what, i really thank god to have naz who pissed me earlier not to buy my blush at john little while we were walking to plaza singapura. bcos, i went to BHG, they were actually having a 20% discount sale. selamat duit aku! i love you NAZRUL! many2. haa! so i bought him a pair of shoes that he really wanted it for 5 months ago. actually i didnt pay the full amout. but atleast i was generous enough right? hee.
so. after that, we ate at the nearest banquet. my all-time-favourite fried fish soup and he ate wantan noodle. i was really really stun! when he ate that cos he remind me of;
JENG JENG JENG!
yes! my all time enemy now! MUHD LUQMAN HAKIM! grr. ohh anyway, moving on... at night he followed me home. then i went out to sleepover to his house.
TUESDAY-
continue by sleeping over to his house. we watched CONGKAK! lah.. not scary, just shocking most of the time. I SHOUT MANY TIMES LAHH!
after wacthing. our bedtime. seriously, i cannot really sleep. i was sleeping on the floor actually. haa! so right at around 5-6. i woke naz up and said, " b, i cannot sleep". so, naz ask me to sleep on the bed, and he put a pillow for my head and i also took his bloody bantal dead busok for my bantal pelok. haa! and he was really kind enough to let me have the whole fan for myself. aww, what could i ever ask for more? he tap-tap me like a baby. he slept right below me. okay dah aku taknak membuang waktu ckp bnyk tentang dia. nanti dia S.S. haa. and so i slept.
the very morning, he woke me up like a wrestling says. "1, 2, 3". on his count of 3, i bangun already. haa! pantart. so early in the morning we had funtime. then we clean up the house. hee! first time i see my babe clean up sioll! selalunya pemalas nak mampos! so i help to broomed up the house. as usual me. so he clean his room, wipe the fan and all lah..
then i bathe and went to ntuc. bought some stuff. then reached got back to naz's house. then cooked my sausages AND WATCHED NARNIA 2. haa! nice to watch. more fight².
then i slept after watching. after that watched anugerah band. then he sent me home. i couldnt sleep. so he teman me for a while on the phone.
and later i update more as this updates its for the 2 days ago. (:
8:07 AM
so here i am again typing stupid things out. like this;
rhvwioeavmuoisa uwivgoputu auapjkfsh kdf hfhwi hfihfwiujskadhfg igf shag oghre hvherh.
phew! that was hard. hehhe! oh i miss bf! okay lah bye!
12:29 AM
anyway, at night babe when to boat quay without me knowing. sickening brat. so i spent my entire time talking to fitri. we talk about our bfs. it last till 71 mins as bf call me. sorry fitri. love you.
SO NOW! bye!
3:39 PM
10:47 PM
here's some pictures that i took previous days. as today i got no mood to update as that special someone just proof something to me. never appreciate, never nothing. -.-" im pissed!
me wearing the cap that my brother gave it to him.
me wearing the cap that my brother gave it to him.
teeeheeee!
we were really-really tired.
haha! TWL? no way!
that boy belongs to me!!
and for all i know;
in good terms or bad. or how much 'i hateyou' ive said. thats not really true.
i love you still and never gonna let you down.
you know its been hard times for me to trust you and accepting the real you.
but ive seen and heard enough on how much you makes me feel that im worth it to be your 'darlin'. babe, i love you and i will always do.
01.01.2008 is the date that we've made something special that we both dont expected.
i cant wait for tomorrow, 1st july and my 18th bday.
love you babyboy.
in good terms or bad. or how much 'i hateyou' ive said. thats not really true.
i love you still and never gonna let you down.
you know its been hard times for me to trust you and accepting the real you.
but ive seen and heard enough on how much you makes me feel that im worth it to be your 'darlin'. babe, i love you and i will always do.
01.01.2008 is the date that we've made something special that we both dont expected.
i cant wait for tomorrow, 1st july and my 18th bday.
love you babyboy.
6:44 PM
anyway, yeah. last sunday we quarreled. the fact is my boyfriend is a gangster. i should not elaborate where he's from or what. i mean, to me its kinda waste of time lah. but when come to goods okay. not a problem, but bruise here and there is so much pain kan. poor babe. never mind, it s his way of life. i cant stop him. i did try lah, but its gonna be hard for him. ada dia kene yakdursh ngan kawan-kawan dia. tak ke mangkok tuh aku.
so we had an agreement blablabla. serious shit, we were like about to break up but atlast something that he spoke makes me go wahhh. not his apology lah. most girls tend to go wahhhhhh when their bf say sorry. NOT FOR ME! everytime my bf says sorry i surely reply this; SORRY, SORRY! later do again, for what say sorry then. LOL!
so words always affect on him. all his friends will go 'takot nonok' and his family been annoying him about me. he told me that if he can patience on what people said about us why cant i. terdiam sekejap aku. then i apologize lah kan. sayang jugak kau kat aku yer bang?
so yesterday i smsed this while he was sleeping;
hey. i cannot sleep lah. anyway, just wanna tell you this. i dont want people's words affects on our relationship. its our love, our world. not theirs. they can keep on commenting. sure enough, its because of what you are that makes me con cern & worry every moment you're not around me. only stupid bitch will ignore whatever the boyfriend does. like ive said before, YOU MEAN THE WHOLE TO ME. thats makes you my 2nd priority. :) im not sweet ok, im just stating my point. love you.
so i want to update my wishlist. hahaha. these items surely i cannot get punyer.
sony vaio.
nintendo ds
gilera
iphone.
5:30 PM
stupid bf. i hate whenever misunderstanding happens. you console but never do what you promise. bodoh betol lah!
dahlah. im blank. happy birthday to ibu. bye!
5:26 PM
to make my update special, im gonna tell you who i love the most and why.
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nur hazwani & md yusri
the sister and her lover
they always made me feel so special.
they supports me whenever im down with nothing.
cassandra marie santa maria
aka cassie.
the sweetest girl. the one who brings me joy
whenever i need someone.
no more pressure arh cassie.
nur'nadia binte amran
aka naddie/nadd.
the girl who i always calls her rabbit.
she always give me hopes on my life.
another girl, dont pressure here and there.
noratiqah binte alias
aka ikka j.
there crazy woman can let you laugh even with her lamest joke.
she will not show of tell you when she's pressure.
she brighten my days somehow.(:
raja syabaniah
aka niah.
my bitch. been missing-in-action from my life.
i miss my evil twin.
call me soon.
8:01 PM
at 1++ in the morning, babe messaged me. i was shocked when i received a message from him! he rarely contact me once he's outside. unless i borrowed my hp to him. no more borrowing, my bill bomb meletop already. lol! and so.. i slept at around 2am.
then i woke up at 5.42am FOR NO REASONS. i cant sleep back, so i msged my babe. good thing he's awake and accompanied me or should i say i accompanied him while he was walking back home from sharil's house in punggol. lol! at 7 ++ babe says he was sleepy. so i let him sleep.
i was planning to get white theme for hari raya. ohhhh! so cant wait to celebrate. i cant wait for puasa also, i wish to work at the bazaar. hopefully. still long wait to go yaw!!
see atleast now i updates something then nothing. later some people scold me for not updating shits and blablabla~!
okay lah. i love boyfriend and my chickas !! have a good day ahead.
8:20 AM
so here i am again. seating down brainstorming on what to type on my pretty star blog. *hehs*
i went to granny's house. i was really sleepy thanks to the stupid pills i took yesterday. it really works. but i got hanged of it. oh great! now the hangover is gone. grr! i need my sleep as mom told me that my eyes are like panda. haha! makeup can conceal it. yalah. thanks to bf, and Misteri jam 12. make me sleep late. or not forgetting the psp. keep on calling me to play. lol. continue on my day in granny's house, my aunt and my small cousin came. i spent my time watching tv. at night, dad took us home.
i miss bf. he's meeting his friends in yishun. just hoping he's okay. not gonna distract him while he's having fun. shall meet him on monday then. because SURELY he got something on saturday and sunday. its okay. i'll try to deal with my *missing-the-bf*.
untill then. good night. (:
11:38 PM
i came over to babe's house. on the way there, i met my senior in the bus. kak suriani. then later later met my FIL(FATHER-IN-LAW). so i went to babe's house. then i cooked for him his favourite nasi goreng tomyam and cheese hot dogs. while eating we watched CARS on disney channel. we had funtime.
then babe sent me home. met mama under my block. asked me to carry those apples, but i passed to babe's hands as its too heavy. lol! macho man lah tuh..
we loitered under block 133. we drank slurpee. and took pictures.
huge difference of height. first time got a damn tall bf.
ter-shake siket.
Presenting my most retarded boyfriend. ((:
im not meeting babe as today he got something on. sad me. tomorrow never die. HAHA!
im going over to granny's house. bored lah there.
i think, im done. i let you know more next time.
toodles;im going over to granny's house. bored lah there.
i think, im done. i let you know more next time.
4:20 PM
so i love bf. im going to school later. urgh fuck! lazy siols. then going over to babe's house and cook for him. lazybump basterd know this fella. haha. very cheeky one this bf of mine.
okay lah people. i got nothing to say no more. ill update soon. bye!!
3:31 AM
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8:30 AM
so yesterday, i went to meet baby in his area. very angry went he so late to fetch me from the bus stop. atlast he fetch me from the zebra crossing. he wanted to hug me all. but i avoid him every single time. but atlast, i gave him face so i hugged and kissed him. haha! he was like tahu pon takot. whatever lah kan. so then he friends came by saying got hal. HALAL betol! i really hate whenever i want to spend time with him, there come he's friends to distract us. semak samun!
night we had fun time then he sent me home. then we talked on the phone till 6. lol.
OH GOD! please please please lead him to my house by 7 plus.
imybf.
6:12 PM
CURRENTLY;
He's the pain in the ass!
3:17 PM
6:15 PM
so something happened. we both look so lovely together for the past days. without pengacau.
im in love with him many-many. only when we meet, everything is okay. when never meet. on the phone always not okay. hahah. okay bye. lazy to elaborate.
3:55 PM
im sick of worrying on silly things. im sick of crying. im sick of being kind that i dont even feel that you appreciate it at all. im sick of being nice to you. im sick of everything! all thanks to you. you're just making it worse than ever. im sorry i dont think we can make it. i dont think that you need me neither.
my only wish was that you could proof to me whats real love. if you think that love is really blind, yeah! i know. it blinds me that i am always spending more time to you rather than myself. what naddia told me was right, there's no point of crying if you cant even make a move. i dont even know why im still holding on our relationship. i dont know, i really dont know. because of love that blinds me all your bad deeds that youve done previous times. i hate that i have to love you so. im sorry.
i cant believe that you feel the way im feeling too. you said its okay if we be friends as both of us couldnt get along. but after that you denied, you still need me. im sorry.
but seriously, i was really thankful that you slightly change for goooood. you did learn your mistakes. even though youre one MR FORGETFUL. i still love you though. maybe both of us are still in the early stage. we still need more time to know about each other. it takes time to build a bridge yaw.
anyway darling, Happy 5 monthsary. i love you so much.
12:53 AM